Hay Que Ya No Estas Aqui

As far as any man can see,
As far as anyone can reach
You'll always be the fantasy
I can't believe, that I was letting go
You'll always be the one for me
I can't believe that I was letting go...

- Hay Que Ya No Estas Aqui
as sung by Il Divo

This is hard. I know that you never promised anything so it is unfair of me to expect anything from you. And so I have to start letting you go. I have to save some of myself before I completely lose everything of me. Do you remember when you said to let time decide what to do about us? Well, I am deciding for time. I am doing this for me. The longer that I keep hoping that you and I will be together one day, the deeper I get into this sinkhole that I am in. I am afraid that when time is ready to decide, I would not be able to come out from this hole. I have almost gone to the deepest part of this craziness. From this point on, I will not bother you anymore. I will stay in the shadows in the hope that I will get over you. It will be very hard to pretend that you do not exist. This is for the best. I hope you remain happy. Take care and goodbye, for now.