A Dilemma...

Tonight, I found out something that I have known was going to happen. I didn't know that it would happen this fast. On a very selfish level, I am sort of celebrating. But on a much more personal basis, I am sorry that it happened. Specially because it happened to a very good person. Someone that I actually care for ( far more than I should). He's one of the few people that I don't want to see get hurt. I am sure he'll be fine but I wish I was there to give him a hug and let him know that I am here to listen if he wants to talk about it.

So what's the dilemma? Well, let me just keep it to myself for now. Suffice it is to say that my head spun for one second thinking of all the posibilities. But reality slapped me back to the present. I can't imagine the pain and havoc that my imagined "possibilities" will cause!

The choices we make sometimes come back to haunt us. We try to make rational decisions based on what we know and what our gut feeling says. In the end, it is what we do with the consequences of our decisions that says what kind of a person we are. The rest of the world will judge us on that.

Someone told me this: There is a "reason" why we were not 'free' at the same time. I believe that...