I Try

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop?
I believe that faith has brought us here
And we should be together
But we're not

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiending

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not
near...

Sometimes, it is hard to know when enough is enough. I don't know where the line is drawn or even if there is one. You make it difficult to say "no". But it's not all your fault; I am also responsible. The intellectual side of me is telling me to stop but the other part of me wants to keep on going. More than anything, I am curious as to where this would lead me...